...Just a Cruel Illusion...
red-eyed devils, ruby-lipped whores
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|Location:||Chicago, Illinois, United States|
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Preface to the story: like so many others, I'm a LiveJournal refugee, as evidenced by the links in my info below. For now, I plan on backing up over six years worth of journaling from there to here and crossposting like crazy since I find that LJ's admins neither foster the accepting atmosphere I crave nor have the sense to know where their money comes from.
Sister Immaculate Dagger of Enlightened Compassion.
I'm a dominant pansexual polyamorous sadomasochistic single mother of one (quite a mouthful, *smirk*). My blessed terror is nine and her name is Adara; I've spoiled her something terrible (that's okay for me to say, but watch your tongue because impugning my mothering or an unfavorable comment about my daughter is the fastest was to raise my ire and I'm known for not forgiving this trespass).
After Hurricane Katrina, I relocated to Chicago by way of New Orleans and the Gulf Coast, and now we're back home. I've no way to say just how full of glee that makes me.
I transferred from USM on the Coast to SXU in Chicago, where I received a Bachelors of Science in Biology. I plan on eventually pursuing a Masters--perhaps in Zoology with an emphasis on evolutionary aspects that relate to ecological dispersal, although I'm also considering Conservation Biology with an interest in reproduction and cryogenic storage. My dream job is working for the Audubon Institute for Research of Endangered Species. For now, however, I am teaching biology in a high needs school in New Orleans. It is the hardest job I've ever had, and the most rewarding.
I am a complete science nerd. Previously I was an Art major (studio and history) and I probably have more college credits than anyone has a right to. Art is still a very big love of mine. I indulge in sketching (charcoal is my preferred medium) and painting (oils, thanks) when I have the extra time (which is rare). I like illustration, too, and am such a manga fanatic that it's something of an obsession.
Don't know if what I put here can truly elucidate you about myself, but, whatever. I adore roleplaying, playstation games and just generally lousing around on the computer. I'm into esoteric nonsense like art, literature, philosophy, bdsm, music, and science of course - if you're into it, maybe we can discuss it. There isn't much on which I don't have an opinion--and I tend to give those out freely. Oh, and yes, I am a complete porn/slash addict. Don't approve? It's not like I asked you anyway. I'm a movie buff and a complete fangirl. I write terrible porn and even worse poetry -- fear it. I delight in forcing those I know to read my smut (most frequently m/m slash of a fannish nature). I enjoy arguing liberal politics (my friends will attest to my fascination with the Bush administration's prejudice and neo-fascism, don't let me get started). I hate ignorance, particularly when people have so much opportunity to inform themselves. I'm cynical but I believe in love. I believe dominance, submission, sadism and masochism are healthy expressions of a person's personality, and when approached with maturity and respect they can bring unsurpassed pleasure and gestalt to a relationship. I hold a peculiar ethos of universal essence, but have no real religious standing. I adore studying theology (right up there with politics) but I'm a devout agnostic, borderline atheist, complete pagan, contemplating Buddhism. I have three tattoos and eleven piercings (nine of which are in my ears). I adore body art. I tend to abuse parentheses.
I'm tired of typing this, and I still have hundreds of obsessions and compulsions I haven't even touched on. So, ask me something, and I'll answer (expect brutal honesty). If you are not open-minded move along now, thank you very much. I have neither the time nor temperament to tolerate bigots or idiots. If we share interests, come on, I'd love to hear from you. Friend me and I generally friend back. I don't bite (at least not at first). Just heed the above warning and we'll get along keen.
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My sexuality is love. Love, like humans, comes in all forms, both of which were created by God.
We are simply all sexual.
|Interests:||148: activists, afi, angel sanctuary, anime, astrophysics, audubon society, bdsm, bella morte, biology, biting, bleeding, blood, bondage, boondock saints, borderline personality disorder, challenges, charcoal, christian kane, clive barker, cloning, cloves, college, comics, conservation biology, corsets, dave navarro, davey havok, death, demon city shinjuku, demons, depression, devil may cry, dexter, digital art, diseases, dominance, doujinshi, ecology, elves, environmental awareness, erotica, evolution, evolutionary biology, fairies, fanfic, fanfiction, fat chicks, fetishes, fighting ignorance, final fantasy, firefly, flandus, free speech, freedom of speech, fullmetal alchemist, galerians: ash, gary oldman, gay rights, gene research, genomics, ghost in the shell, gothic music, hardcore music, hawthorne heights, heroes, him, house md, human genome, industrial music, informed decisions, insomnia, inuyasha, jared padalecki, jason branch, jeffrey dean morgan, jensen ackles, kevin smith movies, kill hannah, kingdom hearts, kinks, kissing, kyle xy, lord of the rings, lostprophets, masochism, masturbation, metaphysics, ministry, monty python, movies, multiple schlerosis, new orleans, nine inch nails, norman reedus, obsessive compulsive, pagans, painting, pansexual, pansexuality, paranoia, parasitology, piercings, pink floyd, placebo, politics, porn, razed in black, roleplaying, romell regulacion, roswell, rpgs, sadism, saiyuki, samurai champloo, sarcasm, scarves, science, scifi, sean patrick flanery, serenity, sex, shounen ai, sketching, slash, smoking, smut, stabbing westward, storytelling, submission, supernatural, tapping the vein, the silmarillion, tolkien, tool, trent reznor, type o negative, unitarian jihad, vampire hunter d, vampires, virology, wolf's rain, world of darkness, writing, x-men, yami no matsuei, yaoi, yuri, zoology|
|Schools:||Bay High School - Bay Saint Louis, MS (1991 - 1995)|
Mississippi Gulf Coast Community College - Gulfport, MS (1995 - 1998)
University of Southern Mississippi - Gulf Park - Long Beach, MS (2002 - 2005)
St. Xavier University - Chicago, IL (2006 - 2007)
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